I've been thinking a bit recently how my moods change on a very frequent basis depending on how things are at home, at work, and with progress on my photo projects and so on, and I've realised that this is due to the issues and problems that arise from normal, everyday living and how they conflict and interact with my ideas of how I want to live my life.

Some days are great as I may come across interesting people at work or have fun with colleagues, have a nice day out, or even have good progress in one of my numerous projects. Then some days are just plain cr@p where I'm thinking how ridiculous some people are and how I desire so much to be free from the chores and restrictions of work and the commitments of home.

So I've decided, this is like my personal yin and yang... some times are good and they need to be realised as being that, and enjoyed for what they are. Some times are bad and I need to ride the waves to return to a happier mind.

I feel that being an indigo is definately not about being superior to anything else, it's partly about trying to find ones own happiness and peace of mind in what on some days feels like and amazing and beautiful world, and on others, a place where society seems so alien to my frame of mind.

True,ain't balance fun

BE the wave.

just be yourself, thats what life is all about.
dont be whats projected
fuck that shit. FUCKIT
break away from it all, be that untouchable!!
something bothers you? makes you feel like crap,
let it loose, be like AH FUCK YOU BUDDY! FUCK YOU!
oh no, god forbid you say fuck you buddy to something that made you angry.
oh well? i dont know, i dont tolerate anything anymore that gets in the way of my happiness.

THAT my friend, should be made into a shirt. Someone give this guy some more money so he can buy more drugs.

HAHAHAHAHA
please do send me your money though.
i could use a new camera

So THAT's what's down the rabbit hole...

yeah man, im waiting on the other end!

I'm guessing the other side is more darker than this one. :/

Which is hard to believe as it were... HAHAHAAA

dude you really have NO idea.
and its not that dark at all really hahahahaha.

it's quite fun too haha... it's funny really, cuz i figured out that i'm quite capable of balancing, but than at times, i just overload...it happens, and we deal with it.

Depending on my mood I can detect others feelings and make a positive or negative impact, it's a hard life because when you do something negative.. all the positives in a indigo's power can't compare.