This is crazy, but both of my sisters have cancer and had it one year away from each other, then after their chemo's they both got it again! The story is, I'm working to understand how they got the cancer and why they still have it, so I could help them to get rid of it. But it's kind of big and I now need some help to send them "love" thoughts to heal them, so they don't die in ignorance and then just be reincarnated into this prison planet all over again. I'm going to go in depth as much as I can to express what's happening. Rosy was only 38 or 39 when she first got diagnosed with breast cancer. The thing is, she KNEW she had it. She was living with some guy for about ten years and the relationship was on a downward spiral. She told me that she wanted to get him out of her life first before she went to the doctor to get diagnosed. Well by the time she showed me the lump, it was huge. The size of a golf ball and really hard, right in her breast. I thought to myself, how could she let it go for so long? There are so many remedies out there...I've been doing herbs for a long time, and researching, and I can't understand how she could have such a lump and just keep it quiet until she gets rid of her livin-boyfriend. That to me is lack of self-responsiblity. And then she goes and buys junk food and eats out at fast food joints. She thought she was destined to have cancer, she told me. My mother also had it, same, breast cancer. And I think she may have picked up her thinking during my mother's ordeals with it. So she got an operation and they removed it and put her on chemo.
The next year my older sister Molly is diagnosed with cancer. It actually started in the breast but they found it in her lymph node under her arm. So she too got an operation and went through chemo. They both lost their hair and went through terrible pain....but what are they doing to actually face the problem and take care of it on their own? My older sister is wiser. She experimented, changed her diet and started research. So she was exercising and eating healthy foods, many fresh vegetables and shakes. And still, the cancer came back. Just yesterday she told me, it metastasized into her hips. Rosy also had it metasize into her bones. They both now have bone cancer. Last night Rosy went to the hospital because her pain was so great and they're giving her pain killers. And my sister Molly is at home waiting for the date for her next chemo sessions.
The thing I notice is, I think it has something to do with emotions. My mother was like that but in a different way. She was always freaking out about everything, all the time. She only once that I can remember became peaceful and loving, and that was inbetween the cancer, it came back when she became stressed out again because of my brother who was a derelict and violent when he was drunk and on drugs. Then the breast cancer returned, went into her brain, and she passed away. That was in 1992. Then my two sisters are similar about emotions. They have deep negative emotions and are constantly stressed by things that should not even bother them. I keep telling them to think positive, and to get rid of negative emotions...because I had read G.I.Gurdjieff's work and it says that negative emotions don't have a center in our body. And I read Joseph Weed's book on psychic energy development and it says that those who use up their etheric energy on useless emotional waste, have none left over for psychic energy development. It's the same thing Gurdjieff taught. Same exact same thing. And don Juan, out of Carlos Castaneda's books teaches one must to destroy self-importance, meaning ego's negative pursuits. For example, ego is good when it is used properly as in Tonal that works in unison with Nagual in order to get to the Totality of the being, so you can lose your human form and enter into the Unknown.
Well, my sisters are not interested as much as I am in spiritual pursuits. Rosy believes in the old roman catholic religion and it's not doing her any good. Molly is more a realist and after hating god for so long because of the problems she had in life, I think she's just not dealing with anything to do with spirit because she isn't aware that it was all a scam to brainwash the people into being slaves, that they taught about some god that was hovering over and above us, haha like the constellations you see in the night sky. Nor do they take in the amount of herbal tea that I do. I haven't had any problems. I drink alcohol occassionally, smoke cigarrettes every day, eat normally, healthy enough, I stay away from junk foods, things that have fructose in them...man, fructose is so bad for the body, and they put it in almost everything these days (it's cheaper! they make a bigger profit!). I do my best, and the effort pays off, like Gurdjieff says, every effort no matter how small, will bring its reward. I want to help my sisters. They want to live. Rosy wants to marry the guy she is with now. They are engaged. Molly wants to live because of her two sons, she tells me she wants at least 5 more years just for them. I want them to live disease-free for however long they ought to in what our brainwashed minds are told we should live to, approx 80 or 90 years, but ofcourse, I feel that death can be obliterated. Don Juan proved that to be true. Nevertheless I am dealing with death face on right now, through my two sisters. I love them very much. We are the closest of friends. And I want them to get knowledge, and the best way to do that, is to stay alive.
Now I don't know exactly what kind of forces I am dealing with, but I know that love is the strongest force. And I have seen how when people put their minds together in their individual thoughts into one group of focused thought towards a goal...there is no force anywhere that can stop them. I am here asking all of you to help resolve the situation which caused these two ladies to get cancer, and within themselves, so that the cancer that is in them now, will disappear. Go to the cause. The root. That is where one must deal. Pull out the root and the rest will take care of itself. Like a bad weed in the garden. Once the root is pulled out, no more weed can grow there.
I am taking control of this through intent. I declare, everyone's good thoughts sent on this mission, no matter whether it is in the past, present, or future, all those thoughts are now gathered and come together to make one strong thought/feeling of love, and this is focused into my two sisters lives to help them heal themselves, and from their healing may they as well help others to heal their own selves through their gained knowledge of their own situation. Knowledge protect, lead us to the truth, and the truth set us free.
Thank you most profoudly every one of you.