Page 1 of 1

Salvia, divinorum, Meeting the Goddess

Posted: Sun Aug 11, 2019 8:31 am
by LaTortoiseNoir
My first experiences with Salvia were for no other reason than a bit of party fun. We mixed it up with cannabis alcohol majic mushrooms. It was something different, and shocking how powerful it was, even the weakest preparations.
Few people i tried it with wanted to do it twice. Some maybe a few weeks later. Intrigue perhaps, i dont know, I guess whatever profound experience they had was enough for them.

i wansn't like that, back then. I smoked Salvia with a lot of people, a lot of times. Then i started having some strange perceptual side effects. It was like an out of body experience, that my perceptual focus point was moving outside and around my body in real time as i was doing things. This was actually very dangerous if i had lost control of a vehicle or other equipment at work. So i stopped use of salvia for some time.

During that time i became aware of a spiritual component to the use of Salvia and i could easily understand the association of a Goddess with the plant. I found this idea irressistable.

What i would do was enter into the experience with a question in mind and let the experience show me the answers.

Its True. She's there, there is a presence, she reveals herself to those whom she accepts.

I stopped ingesting Salvia a long long time ago, because in developing that spiritual aspect of myself it is no longer needed to access the divinity and its relationships to everything.

Re: Salvia, divinorum, Meeting the Goddess

Posted: Fri Aug 30, 2019 2:10 pm
by Red Violet 3
This is interesting to me and I like the idea on how you approach it with a question in mind.

I only tried Salvia a couple of times but cannot really say I lived the full experience; maybe because of fear I guess. I made myself get back to normal, instead of the full inmersion. I remember I heard something similar to the voice of an angry and cheesy woman yelling during my first tripe, the first time I ever tried it. This was hilarious to me in that moment but then I just came back from it. Another time with a friend, he saw me giggling at something but I cannot remember much.

I have some of the strongest kind of Salvia with me though. I have not tried it yet in these years that I have had it. It is just there waiting for the time when I feel ready and intrigued to allow myself to see more of it/her.

Will keep in mind your advice when the time comes ;)

Re: Salvia, divinorum, Meeting the Goddess

Posted: Sun Sep 01, 2019 10:05 am
by LaTortoiseNoir
Aww, this is so cool Red!

I do this too, always pull back towards normal before full immersion... and i've been keeping a sample of the weakest preparation, put away for some time special perhaps.

My last experience with salvia was after someone i knew died, a daughter of my parents closest friends.
We were about the same age and i was upset for the injustice of it all...
anyway, i lit a candle and smoked the salvia asking the goddess questions about death, like why it must be and the purpose of taking good people away and so young.

The response? She laughed at me, giggled actually. She said, "you already know, look inside you".
So, yes, i understand your laughter and not remembering much else, the same happened to me, i dont recall what else she taught me in that moment.

Always though, i know her presence, its a tangible feeling. The sound of her feet moving on bare earth, the swish of her skirt and the pattern that flows with it. She only lets me see her from the knees down.

I only know of one other person, brought into her garden, his was a fully immersed experience, my own experience is set in her humble home, and she is always there, a mere thought away...

I'm sure that she likes you Red, and will welcome you with divine gifts.