So I have epilepsy...and ever since I moved to Canada a year and a half ago, I've kept on hearing disembodied voices calling my name...it was after my second grand mal seizure. I was losing conscious, but I was conscious at the same time and my classmates and teacher were yelling my name. After that incident, I've been hearing my name being endlessly called. Clear as day. Yelling and sounding desperate. I tried to kill myself by OD on sleeping pills and my mom reckons that it may be the people or whatever on the other side trying to call me back..but that just freaks me out. I also did a are you a medium symptoms thing online and I got 15/21 and I rate that's kinda high. We have a line of psychics in our family so I think that has something to do with it too. I also see shadow people in the DAYTIME right in front of me and it startles me. I might be psychofrenia but I doubt that. Do you think they're spirits? I don't know...but I really need help because I want to help them if they are in need.
So my story is...
I was just at my friend's house sleeping over on the friday then I got home and was relaxing on the saturday and the voices yelling my name wouldn't shut up all afternoon...Then when the house was emptied I yelled out what and it replied "help me"...then my mom was suddenly racing out the door. Apparently, our next door neighbor had died over night. She told me when she got back. I was surprised and I think I am cursed.
How does one develop their channeling/mediumship skills??.