Suffering has tought me compassion, that's not what I believe, that's what I [i:133uzwxb]feel.
Or what at least I perceive as compassion.
you r rite, suffering teaches compassion, increases depth, but i never disagreed, i mean it is an one sided view.
In fact i think people of today needs some real direct suffering to gains some depth, may be i will become the hitler of the new age, and unite people by becoming the common enemy and bringing suffering to all, when all will share the suffering, all will understand each other, i will go to hell again, to unite humanityl just kidding man,
if you cant understand my point in that post, there is no use, it is so much effort to express these stuff in language in such way to penetrate all belief systems,
it doesnt matter that, much it is not a big deal,
when the knowledge is gone, the illusion of separation and union is gone, in the luminous divine ignorance, there is no knowledge about to what to suffer from.
you seem to missassume, that i suffer from my words depending on your convention made of baseless cultures, i am negative because, when all these stuff are negated out,
there remains, no belief, no expectation, no nothing, then is when the real positive can be gained,
what most people do is make up stories, and add wishful thinking, based on inner emotional desire, thats how they combat life, but then they live a hope based, expectation based life, they stand near the hill side, they can fall any moment, though the mind can keep on making stories, to feel pseudo-positive,
i am not in that shit anymore, i dont care for stories even more even that story that i dont care for stories,
i am truly happy when i am just happy without being aware of feeling happy, i have gone beyond sadness and happiness, i dont operated on that pendulum,
Their is awareness which is aware of something.
That something being awared of, is changing constantly.
Attachment to those something is meaningless.
so i shifted my attention to the act of being aware, which is always the same, whatever i do,
yes of course the objects of awareness influences me, but that me is a mere illusion, just a mechanical process.
when most people love, that love is based on conventions, desires, expectations, and all that,
do something against their expectation, they get insecure, jelly, angry, whatever,
all conditional love, that is attachment based love,
true transcendant love the source of all forms of love and hate, is different, it is not based on attachment, or conditions, or expectations, it is just is, unexplainable,
it is not influenced even if your best friend backstab you, you feel that same love, becoz your love was not based on the expectation of how your friend is supposed to act...