Please forgive my insanity, or, welcome to if it suits you, lol.
How far can you detach from your own preconceived notions of reality? If you can follow this, you have my heartfelt sympathies. So we have multiple timelines, possibilities, universes, cosmos'. Step back to see a larger picture where our earth is nothing more than an insignificant spec of manifestation. I see a living being, a torus formation where our sliver of continuous time/space experience is more like a single string fiber existing as part of a greater whole. Similar to our own body, in that our cell fibers exist individually with self consciousness forming a whole functioning unit. These timespace strings act similarly, transferring energy, consciousness and what else resources between them in order to maintain a healthy existence of possibilities.
Think now, what happens to us when the possibilities in our lives run out..when the river flows of potentiality dry up leaving only that one single inevitable fact measurable material point of truth? I say here, quantum physics applies to the macro state as well as the micro. When possible potentials stop, so to does our consciousness experiencing, revealing the truth of those who err towards all certainties instead of insecure possibilities. We were, instead of we are, and where will one be then?
So maybe there are other living torus formations, maybe there are parasites and diseases that hungrily seek to devour the timespace potentials of others, maybe the torus is an amoeba compared to higher yet forms of existence where the noticing of human is kin to our scientists peering at something smaller than electrons. Such a wonderful discovery im sure, to watch us argue over whether the world deserves 6000 or 6 billion candles this coming birthday. A less than micro comedy where both viewpoints are equally valid and invalid because each string has a beginning and an end, or they would be described as being circular. Perhaps this is the actual sin here, of describing, when we should be scry-bing, or better yet only observing and recording..it seems thought is more troublesome than it's self is so look again.
I began, some whenwhere, does it matter specifically? I followed many paths of experiencing instead of only one, i discovered there were many thousands of me, all aspects of one underlying consciousness that is homogeneous, permeates throughout the torus of existence. I thought to myself while seeing the drama unfold on a scale of spider vs the universe, "i can do more if there are less of me, i will be stronger and more useful to the torus i am a part of". Simultaneously, my toenail said to itself, "I will consume more resource to become larger and therefore more useful to the body i am a part of". So i hunted myself throughout the dimensions of space and time until there was only 'i', the pure awareness of 'i' experienced solely by 'i' alone by itself. And then i realized, as the great toenail clipper in the sky descended upon me..It is better to cultivate potential and possibility than to become the pinnacle of certain successfully.