[QUOTE=Aerogant;1108833]You cannot call that awareness.
It's merely reaction.[/QUOTE]
No, YOU can not call that awareness because then you would be wrong. Which you are anyways, as you nearly always have been since I have met you.
As a seer I have learned to see the true essence of awareness and perception, and energy of potential that forms your awareness into perception. You are left unaware of attention and awareness itself, and you can not focus you attention to channel energy, awareness, directly to you, and even cursed the process I tried to teach you , thus forming your actual awareness and perception to the cursed channel you intend with your will. You then curse, with your awareness, words themselves, and books, while leaving yourself no way to form awareness telepathically, nor through words. Your intent is set in the way your awareness see the world and defines it. Thus you will only reap what you sow. I tried to steer you away from your curses, and self-important actions, because I know how dangerous self-importance can be, thus having been through it myself, as I used to curse many things, including words as you have done. I have learned the hard way, by entering into the awareness I had made by thinkin gi am better and so greater then all that is. i tried to tell about he self-importance, and help you, but you cursed it and me, and thus you continue to make your horrible bed that will lie in yourself. You should be able to see that the negative things you judge others and the world to be is really be met in yourself. There is a reason for this, but you are too self-important to see it form anyone else but yourself. And so since you have only yourself to answer your questions and help you, you will be left only to the primitive cursed awareness that you have formed of everything, thus forming your own perception and experience of the world, a sacred potential that can be made into anything, blessing or curse. So enjoy your cursed existence. You have been begging for it to be true, and for you it is.