“Staying calm in all situations is not going to be easy, but with your knowledge and understanding you have a head start on many others. That will encourage others to follow your example, and you will be doing your bit to bring about peace on Earth.” (14)
So the awakening process accelerates and will continue to do so as we head towards Ascension. The light that is causing it is coming from off-planet sources like the central galactic Sun and exalted light beings in other dimensions. It is accelerating as time passes and raising consciousness levels, which can be seen in a global demand for peace and freedom.
Those who awaken now may not have as gentle a ride as we did but they will also be offered help in their awakening and adjustment, in ever-increasing amounts as the mentors of the Company of Heaven can approach us more closely and openly.
What if this whole thing is an illusion? That we all agreed upon.. since it obviously started longer than we realize since the whole mayan calendar bit started this shit so it seems... So what if we're just learning to be peaceful and calm for our own purposes and then when January hits we're like... "well, I thought it was for the world but apparently it was for our own individual purposes"....?
Staying calm in all situations reminds me of those movies where those people are forced to take drugs to be emotionless. Where they are prevented from expressing their individuality. There are some very interesting people who are hyper and excited and calm would be the furtherst adjective they would fit.
I think some people might have unrealistic expectations of this supposed "many years in the making april fool's joke"..... and saying something is happening or is supposed to happen will only lead to grief and sadness when people don't see things the way they thought they were going to be.
Like, I'm all about peace and love. Life just seems to flow easier in this mindset opposed to being angry and bitter. But what if all of this is just... power of suggestion to get ourselves to a place of peace and everyone will be waiting until their dying day to see exactly what they were hoping/expecting? What if it's unrealistic to get this "level of peace" on Earth?
I think I'm just feeling defeated. I've worked harder on self this year than I ever have. And part of me feels like it might be a waste of time. Like, I honestly do not see myself being like this for 20-30... even 1 more year. I feel like I'm fooling myself. I'd just as well prefer to jump off a building than continue whatever this is... after January. I know that's not very optimistic of me but it's how I feel. Part of me wishes my curiosity would've never led me in this direction so I could continue living my life the way it was before.
Jeez.. everytime I get in doubt.. and listen to pandora (get over it yogi, pandora rocks...)... I hear all these songs about love, what a wonderful world... BLAH BLAH BLAH. When I doubt my "mystery man" I hear songs about "my girl" and all that jazz. I just turned to my three six mafia channel (yes haters, I listen to more than just oldies.. actually I didn't embrace oldies til this year.. I'm more of a rock girl, playas... YOU DON'T KNOW MEH! tttthhhbbbbb)... and I got "stay fly". I try to "trick" pandora but it's like... overflowing with love and stuff... what is this nonsense >.> It's shit like this that makes me think something bigger is happening. But then when I think about how life on Earth is "normally", I feel it's one big April Fools Joke.